What is your twin flame story?
13.06.2025 13:12
Everything had gone.
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
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I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
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It was in my happiest era
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
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The replacement was my lookalike
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
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That I was a beautiful woman
What I saw in him ,
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
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The panic was real,
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
I wish you nothing but the very best
I know you've accepted this love .
U understand who we are in your own way
I have no regrets 😊 😊
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
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I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
This was happening fast
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
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I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
Didn't put any thought into it,
Well,
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
I felt beautiful inside n out
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
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He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
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Live long !!
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
N though, you might not know about tfs,
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
SO,
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
Blessings
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
I will always love you.
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
When he realized who he was,
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May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
NOW,
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
My body temperature unbalanced
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
I never lost words to say to him
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
To my surprise,
Still,it didn't work.
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
NOTE:
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
Forever n ever n ever!
I don't even know how to explain it,
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
But now,
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It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
It's like my blood pressure was high
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
At this moment,
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
We became each other's focus project and aim.
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
Like a wild fire spreading fast
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
He complained about me messing up his life ,
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
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It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
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N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
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It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
He questioned why I loved him,
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He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
Love n light.
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!